Is it your goal to sell me hope and happiness and take it from me
I look in the mirror I don't feel the same, thanks for nothing
I spoke to my momma, all she had to say was toughen up
I got to blowin, puff enough you start feeling like you ain't on drugs
Ain't no checking up, that too personal no catching up
And I don't feel the love but you don't say enough pretend to love
Don't get offended love but next time I see you I'm ranting, love
Old enough to be taking one not enough to be saving us
I done f*cked around and found out
Took the time to run out
Talk about my ex again I'll put that bitch on timeout
I been on the block but guess who really on the block now
You must be one my opps because my opps ain't get me shot down
Now tell me what you see, I don't feel like myself
I had to crush these hoes to pieces, just to feel like myself
And I ain't need no f*cking reason, if we ain't hurting what else
Is there to feel but I know how it feel to lose when I had lost you
Would you notice if I died in this line, I should die 90 times
For all the women I hurt, just tryna come up with a rhyme
I turned your heart to a game, I turned your name to a line
I done came up off your names, I'd hate if they do on mine
And I really tried to change the problem is god is working anonymous
And these niggas is profiting off of women
And god forbid I have children or a daughter so they can see what they father said about someone that look like they momma
Is it your goal to sell me hope and happiness and take it from me
I look in the mirror I don't feel the same, thanks for nothing
I spoke to my momma, all she had to say was toughen up
I got to blowin, puff enough you start feeling like you ain't on drugs
Ain't no checking up, that too personal no catching up
And I don't feel the love but you don't say enough pretend to love
Don't get offended love but next time I see you I'm ranting, love
Old enough to be taking one not enough to be saving us
I never seen my momma with a man to know how to treat a woman
My pop I thought he was a man till I heard he beat a woman
It's tough enough to be a woman
I called you bitch so many times but now I need a woman, I had no guidance
The niggas that I grew with was soliciting hoes
And all the niggas I was cool with was kickin' doors over these bitches
So I couldn't see the difference 'tween that and real women and it didn't help my momma said not to f*ck with these bitches
I try my best not to objectify 'em but a good woman hurt a good man look how I'm acting out
I done made a couple mistakes and I'm tryna rectify 'em but O-R-T-E-G-A
I'm actin' petty now
All these disasters in my bodies of work, I can't listen to my old shit no more because I was hurt
And I accepted love from women but wasn't giving it back
I know my karma coming soon hope it got commas and racks
Would you notice if I died in this next line, oh you don't cool how 'bout I die a next time
How many times you want me to suffer for all the damage that I caused you to your heart and all that crying to your momma
I know it ain't enough, one song can not be equal to compensate for your pain
Just ain't enough to reach you
And we all go through shit we not the only people
Don't you know hurt people gon' hurt people?
Is it your goal to sell me hope and happiness and take it from me
I look in the mirror I don't feel the same, thanks for nothing
I spoke to my momma, all she had to say was toughen up
I got to blowin, puff enough you start feeling like you ain't on drugs
Ain't no checking up, that too personal no catching up
And I don't feel the love but you don't say enough pretend to love
Don't get offended love but next time I see you I'm ranting, love
Old enough to be taking one not enough to be saving us.