Forever
Forever lost
Forever lost in this tragic play
Drowning every hour in the memory
A sense of longing for what used to be
Grasping hold of emptiness
There's really nothing left
Oh god, I feel so f*cking worthless
I'm on display shivering nervous
One final kiss while I escape
Above the surface her lucid face
My days are plagued internal apparitions
Acting out the worst that I envision
Dance through the dust
The mournful serenade
Climbing up the walls
These feelings never fade
Pantomime I mouth the words as screams
Penetrating through my waking dream
Hanging on past statements made
Forever lost in this tragic play
Forever lost in this tragic play
Forever lost in this tragic play
Drowning every hour in the memory
A sense of longing for what used to be
Grasping hold of emptiness
There's really nothing left
Oh god I feel so f*cking worthless
I'm on display
Shivering nervous
One final kiss while I escape
Above the surface her lucid face
My goddess glaring at the ceiling
Miserably perfect undeserving
Complexion radiating flames
I let go as the seconds tick away
Screaming at the stars burning out in the sky
How many times how many times must I die
Banality snuffing out the light
Revel in delusion offered up as sacrifice