0MNIS - Hypocrite Lyrics

I don't want to sleep today
I just want to stay awake and play
But I'm seeing double now
Told me I should go away
Never was invited anyway
Do I embarrass you now?

I don't want to see the light
Hiding in the dark is when I feel alive
In my mind my
Heart stopping beating a long time ago
I can thrive inside the night
I don't wanna see the horrors that it hides
What's inside me
Something I dont recognize

I sing softly to myself
I think that I'm unwell
I practice what I preach

Everything I see is another part of me
I can never be what you want me to be
Just another anomaly to you
I could speak all the lies until I turn blue
But I don't want to be a hypocrite to
Everyone who ever wanted me to be true
They said to do what I'm proud of
So I guess I'll practice some self love

I bury my head in the sand
Because I can't withstand the chaos