12gage - We Miss You Lyrics

Rest in peace, Grandma Boni.
I remember everything like it just happened
That day I was at Kroger bagging up groceries
Then it hit me, yeah it hit me like a heart attack
When I got a text saying Grandma's gone to find peace
Kyley said that it happened around 2:45, Lung cancer was eating at her
She just couldn't survive, I know she tried, Grandma Boni had the heart of a soldier
Just as strong as anybody, she had a world on her shoulders
Man I wish I could hold her, hug her tight like the last time that I seen her
Let her know how much she meant before angels came to retrieve her
Yeah, as a child I never thought Grandma would pass
I always thought she'd live forever But I guess all great things come to an end
I wish they wouldn't though, no ma'am
Not a single day goes by that you don't cross my mind
Got damn, the only upside is that you no longer suffer
Just wish we could've had more time, maybe a couple more summers
We miss you, we miss you Grandma, only wish we could ask God why
Every time that you're brought up, it's impossible not to cry
Wish there were answers, but I guess that's something we gotta wait to find
Every time I'm outside, I'm always staring to the sky
It's been a few years, feels like we were in the living room yesterday
Sitting with a puzzle and coffee, the simple memories
Are the ones that I remember so vivid
I wish my kids could've seen a round of you and Grandpa just bickering
I'm missing it, I miss how you meant so much to the family
Kept all of us together, the families center of gravity
Now you're the missing piece to the puzzles we all been working on
We'd never be complete without you
So everyone's searching on our own path
Can't wait until the day we're all reunited
We got a lot to catch up on, so hope that you're excited
Not as soon as I'd like to see you, but I'll be coming
Gonna get you back to like the BZZZ BZZZ on your legs and your stomach
Yeah, I remember that, how in the world could I forget
Anybody that sat next to you would kid them fingertips
Tickling the leg, poking at our necks like you're innocent
Like we never seen you approaching, always thought you were slick, huh
I miss it all, Grandma, really wish you could visit
Wish we could conversate, I'd be happy with just a couple minutes
I wish that I could hear you laugh for an instant
I wish that I could see them beautiful eyes smile the way they did when
You really meant it, you meant all your feelings the realest you were
Unafraid to be who you are, not afraid to speak a word
Respected by so many and feared by everybody
You took care of all of us, no matter what you'd give every penny,
And you really would too
Like that's no exaggeration, you'd give everything for us kids