Used to run through the woods
I'd sneak through neighborhoods
I picked fights fights fights
Way more than you would
I'd be painting my face for that dance team
Stomp on your face if you fight me
I'd let nobody get to me
Nobody could fool me
Baby your threats just go
Right through me
He saw burns on my wrists
Asked me if I liked it
Asked if those marks on my legs
Were just cat scratches
Was hiding my bruises and
Sucking my stomach in
Burnt myself in 3rd grade
Then just kept spiraling
Spiraling in this
Place I've been
Walls closing in
Can't play pretend
I need to go
Would smoke too much hookah
Till the whole room filled up
But then I found new drugs
One of them was called lust
Go looking for love but
I'd Find it instead of that
When there's music on
There's No time for Chitchat
Go to frat parties
For the free beer
Because nobody knew
Who I was there
Make out with those straight girls
To get their men jealous
They liked the attention
I just liked their presence
Covered in bruises and hiding my soul
Might let you in when I want you to go
Might tell you I need you to get you stay
Baby do something, take my worries away
'Cause I'm
Spiraling in this
Place I've been
Walls closing in
Can't play pretend
I need to go
Can you give me a sign
That I'm in the right
Can you give me that remote
To rewind my life
I've made some mistakes can you
Fix my headache will you
Know what's at stake if I
Give and you take
Take me away
Baby take me away
I've made some mistakes can you
Fix my headache will you
Know what's at stake if I
Give and you take baby
Baby take me away
Baby take me away
'Cause I'm
Spiraling in this
Place I've been
Walls closing in
I Can't play pretend
I Need to go
I used to write in the dark
Looking for just a spark
I would give you my heart
And babe that's the start
And babe that's just the start
Spiraling in this
Place I've been
Walls closing in
I Can't play pretend
Spiraling in this
(I used to write in the dark)
Place I've been
(Looking for just a spark)
Walls closing in
(I would give you my heart)
I Can't play pretend
(And babe that's the start)
Spiraling in this
Place I've been
Walls closing in
I can't play pretend
I need to go