1d24 - FLOWERS Lyrics

Flying bouquet, don't catch your flowers yet
Dedicated in songs, stories ain't told yet
All I ever did was try and figure out
Like empty your pockets, nigga, oh it's figured out
She asked me what time I was born, like time
Was money and that's her job
I understand why time is money, cause we ain't spoken in years
And I watched it all, tick tockin',
I hope we can all make it through heaven's gates
Starting to understand ain't no such thing as a happy ending
Ain't seen my daddy in years, ain't had a daughter yet
Ain't been sober in days, ain't been my best self, not even in second place
I know that sharks swimmin' in the deeper end
I really wrote this song from the deepest place
And if you hear this part, hope you stay with me till the very end
Till the very end
I'd take a bullet for anybody that do the same
I fantasize I could end it all but I ain't got no say
I watched most of you erase me, I gotta pay for that
I'm Rhodesia's greatest poet aint second guessing that
Bring back the rumble truck, nigga
If only, if only, if only
I could see what you see in me
If only, if only, if only
Then only I would believe in me
Da da da da da, da da da
Then only I'd believe in me
Da da da da da, da da da
I'd believe in me
Wanna know when I stopped doubting myself
When they said I should stop
Couple years later, go dropped
Housed my future, that was the plot
Cards I played I wasn't shuffling right,
Right haha It's funny,
I'm in my prime just like JJ Olatunji
My first studio song was plenty of money but I ain't had any
My first record I wrote was I'm a boss
With no company, see I'm ambitious
Instead of living they life, yeah they was livid
Stupid pocket watches, counted every penny
I saved up for the studio just to drop an EP
But f*ck it, I ain't holding any grudges
Maybe I was pressed from all of them lost buttons
That I ripped that from my shirt but it's nothing
Don't mean to be arrogant but all my exes love me
Maybe I think, didn't have drip
But made sure I brought the whole sink
And, ain't seen my mama in a bit
Told her I'll be right back
And that's word to reece, yeah
If only, if only, if only
I could see what you see me
If only, if only
Then only I would believe in me
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Then only I'd believe in me
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
I'd believe in me