1law - Lately Lyrics

Lately don't know what to do
Feel like I'm missing my cue
Nah man I'm feeling like blues
Someone help me find the clues
Its 2 am I'm steady thinking
Whole campus steady drinking
Rack my brain to try to see
If God really wants this for me
And if he do then what's the problem
I'm a seed that's been waiting to blossom
Now my life upside down like a possum
But still feel like I'm falling like autumn
Ain't been writing as of late
Just got so much on my plate
Tryna shoulder all the weight
Sing along if you relate

Lately
Lately
I been kinda feeling crazy
Wish someone would save me
Return me back to safety
Need help on the daily
But lately
Lately

Feel like I'm just not that good
Or my music is misunderstood
Used to Pray for signs all the time
When I get unsure if this is mine
Could of been a better big brother
Better son to my pops and my mother
Late at night I go under
Ain't no telling where my mind will wonder
But lately it's been the same
Lotta thinking I can't run the game
My dreams going up in flames
And I'm the only one that is to blame
Now you know my deepest fear
I done said it loud and clear
I'm afraid that I ain't enough but I'm pushing and grinding and writing all year

Lately
Lately
I been kinda feeling crazy
Wish someone would save me
Return me back to safety
Need help on the daily
But lately
Lately

I just Been feeling inadequate
And you don't know the half of it
Try to weather the storm let it pass a bit
Lately I just been feeling so talentless
Lately just been out my zone
And I been feeling alone
Yeah I could pick up the phone but I'm tryna do it on my own
Ain't been praying like I should
Wish I knew where me and God stood
I can't even find a job but I bet you feel different when bag is secured
I would but that's not the case
Lately been feeling so dang outta place
Wish I could pray for some help or some grace but the people that try I refuse to embrace