1ofakai - Pain On Me Lyrics

I could say that I'm the realest, but some might not agree
And I've been through a lot of shit, I hit rock bottom on my knees
And I can't give up now, cause I've been getting hungry, I gotta eat
And what I'ma tell my daughter if she ever was in need
I told my dad that I'ma make it, take care of my family
And he said to take my time, it's not your responsibility
But I feel like that weight is on me, And I feel like that pain is on me
And I had a million reasons to give it all up on the spot
But why would I let go when I'm so close to the top
What if I told you I was chosen, I was made for this
Would you believe me if I told you I would make it big
But I dream bigger, I don't plan on letting go of this
I'm tryna set a different path for all the little kids
And everything I wish I had, I know I'm gonna get
The trauma, leave it in the past
No, it's not coming with me
No, it's not coming with me, No, it's not coming with me
I had a lot of toxic traits, I had to shake them off
And if it does not benefit, then I do not indulge, I'm not involved
My mom, she taught me how to lead and not to follow them
I hope she live to see the day they give my flowers out
If they don't feel me, I'ma make sure that they hear me now
I cross my fingers, hope to die if I don't make it out
I could say that I'm the realest, but some might not agree
And I've been through a lot of shit, I hit rock bottom on my knees
And I can't give up now, cause I've been getting hungry, I gotta eat
And what I'ma tell my daughter if she ever was in need
I told my dad that I'ma make it, take care of my family
He said to take my time, it's not your responsibility
But I feel like the weight is on me
And I feel like that pain is on me