1OneHand - Unspoken Promises Lyrics

I made that promise when I was 15 to never let go Of putting family ties back together
We were young and had hope
Not knowing what life would be like when we became an adult
Just beat a nigga up without consequences no mo
Not to mention there's addictions that'll get in the way of our goals
Homies ain't your homies no more when your in survive mode
And its hella crazy people change on you even the ones you love most
Man this worlds got me trippin gotta tell you allot bro

Remember when we were younger and had visions of mom being home
Laughing at old memories of the childish things we did alone
Or the times we had walking to 7/11 with the lil bros?
I really miss them there's a distance between us now that you're gone
I admit that I was tripping to leave them alone
John and Jeremy had a baby and now James looking strong
Once afraid of the shadows now I chill with the lights out
You said I'd do it big yet my head hasn't been fit for the crown
Now I have done a lot of shit I ain't proud of or won't talk about
Don't go a day without being stressed on how I'm gonna fix this mess
Not made by us but we're the ones who gotta live with it
Not the one who gave the curse but we chose to uplift it
There's ton we don't know I was down to find the missing pieces
By now you know bout grandpa and you tight with momma Dee
You can see I tried my best to change what we saw as our reality
You got a ton of nieces and nephews out here reppin for you too