201 Chapman - Contra-Diction Lyrics

Big shit, bravado
Not a show without a pit, avocado
Heart beat, staccato
Wish my bank account was big, avagadro
Grew up, too fast
If I try to break now I'll get whiplash
Life's good, won't last
Hard to find outer peace when my soul's trash
I don't know who I wanna be
I guess just anyone but me
Rejecting truth
Neglecting proof
I've been acting all my life
So start the scene
Enlarge the screen
I've never been who's in my mind
You see I'm feeling myself, but I'm not feeling like myself
Writing songs bout my demons just to see if they will sell
Say I'm struggling now but truthfully I'm doing well
I've been living my past life, time to put it on the shelf
You see I'm feeling myself, but I'm not feeling like myself
Writing songs bout my demons just to see if they will sell
Say I'm struggling now but truthfully I'm doing well
I've been living my past life, time to put it on the shelf
Abhorrent as f*ck
Nah I really never gave no f*ck
Young Sheck Wes
Another boy from muck
Lotta weight on my chest
Think I need a nip tuck
Always tryna give my best
But it's never been enough
Wanna shine in the dark
But not a diamond in the rough
No VVS yet, so I gotta stay tough
Wanna bloom like a rose from the concrete
But the mud on your face make you f*cking weep
And with each step you take you start to f*cking seep
Stuck between where the dirt and floor meet
Drowning whenever I get that deep
Got a lot of turmoil that I keep
Inner peace is all I simply seek
So I go ahead and take my seat
Just to try again every f*cking week
Damn
You see I'm feeling myself, but I'm not feeling like myself
Writing songs bout my demons just to see if they will sell
Say I'm struggling now but truthfully I'm doing well
I've been living my past life, time to put it on the shelf
You see I'm feeling myself, but I'm not feeling like myself
Writing songs bout my demons just to see if they will sell
Say I'm struggling now but truthfully I'm doing well
I've been living my past life, time to put it on the shelf