The 24thblck - I Wish I'd Never Wished I'd Stay Lyrics

Opening my eyes
Laughing all the time
Stand up stand down
Sit up straight don't joke around
Shutting down my soul
I can't try forget all the
Times I've told you think out loud
And you please everyone selling your
Stupid thoughts like you're so proud
But there's something you've been liking 'bout
I try to get it but it's just something that I'm missing out

And I wish I'd never wished you'd stay
You've been working hard but you'd stayed the same
And I wish I'd never wished I would stay
And I thought that I could come and play
You've been crying and the mirror replayed
And I wish I'd never wished I would stay

Next day feels the same
Boredom's part of the fam
And my chest is full of bloody air
Cannot breathe I'm passing out again
Shutting down my brain
And I'm guessing this passiveness is
Taking the control again
And I guess I'm just dying again
Would you guess that it ain't fair
Again I'm dying again
Would I be able to rise again?

And I wish I'd never wished you'd stay
You've been working hard but you'd stayed the same
And I wish I'd never wished I would stay
And I thought that I could come and play
You've been crying and the mirror replayed
And I wish I'd never wished I would stay

We all know that you don't give a f*ck about it
We all know that you won't be satisfying
Be remembered in the memory of who you were
Cause you were a little girl but you grew and now you've changed
Controversial little mind
Be polite, change their minds
Going crazy you goin be making me
Wishing I would stay
Controversial little mind
Be polite, change their minds
Going crazy you goin be making me
Wishing I would stay