I been racking my brain
I been going through the motions and I still feel the same
I been thinking 'bout the weather if it could ever change
Cause right now it feels like I'm completely stuck in the rain
And I'm wondering if could ever come round here again
Cause with out you here I just don't think I can feel the same
And I got nothing to lose but I got something to gain
And I hope you can get past the fact that I'm kinda lame
I been thinking 'bout the younger me
Thinking 'bout when I won stickers off the spelling bee
And, uh
It hit me very suddenly
When I realised I got to where I shouldn't be
Everything's a trip and a blessing
I never learn my lessons
All up in my thoughts and I got myself stressing
About the thought of me
That I lost inside and couldn't see
I spend my cash and slowly lose all of my sanity
And it just feels like
I'm tryna' cop these Nikes
To keep me cold outside
On these warm summer nights
And I try to hide
The feeling deep inside
But it just ain't right
But I think I might
Cause I'm stuck in a maze
And I'm caught in a daze
And I'm out of my ways
Feel like I need a change
And I'm in this phase
Where I'm fishing for praise
I go day by day
But I'm still the same
I been racking my brain
I been going through the motions and I still feel the same
I been thinking 'bout the weather if it could ever change
Cause right now it feels like I'm completely stuck in the rain
And I'm wondering if could ever come round here again
Cause with out you here I just don't think I can feel the same
And I got nothing to lose but I got something to gain
And I hope you can get past the fact that I'm kinda lame