just a game Video (MV)

Everything I try, no one listens
I might need some recognition
Get my thoughts out, on prescriptions
Stop makin' all my life decisions
I'm gon' go up, bitch I'm gon' show everyone
I'm gon' blow up, don't you think I'm f*ckin' done
Everybody that wanted to see me dead and gone is getting proved wrong
But they gon' know what's up, yeah
I'm gon' make this music till I motherf*ckin' pass away
I invested everything but I might throw this cash away
No one ever knows what it feel like to deal with all this pain
Maybe someday you would understand this life is just a game
All my friends that left me out to dry, they don't got no one now
I am beggin' you, please come with me and we'll get out of town
Yeah, I should've known that everything would come and haunt me now
But honestly, I do not give a f*ck, cause I'ma thug it out
I just wish that everyone could give me what they owe
I'm just tired of venting all my thoughts on this damn microphone
I need safety and loyalty, but I can't have that without a home
I should've known that family and friends would come and f*ckin' go
Everything I try, no one listens
I might need some recognition
Get my thoughts out, on prescriptions
Stop makin' all my life decisions
I'm gon' go up, bitch I'm gon' show everyone
I'm gon' blow up, don't you think I'm f*ckin' done
Everybody that wanted to see me dead and gone is getting proved wrong
But they gon' know what's up
Did I ruin my life?
Did I ruin this shit?
Did I sell my soul?
Did I leave my clique?
I know I could never go back to Florida
I know that I could never go back to poor kid Reeves again
(Maybe someday you would understand this life is just a game)