look... i'm sorry Video (MV)

I regret that I keep letting myself go
I regret forgetting the people I owe
And letting them know how I feel
I know that hasn't always been clear
But I wanna make everything right
You know I wanna keep being friends despite
The days I've missed the memories
The times I forget my car keys
No more lame excuses
You know I don't wanna lose this
I hope you don't confuse this
For something else, I need your time
I need your help
I wanna focus on other things besides myself
I wanna try even if I fail
I know this time that I won't bail
Ooh, can you trust me this time?
Look I'm sorry, for letting you down again and again
Please don't worry, I can't change who I am
I wanna apologize for all the times I said I'd be there
I'm sorry, can't pretend, can't defend, can't forget what I've done
I know I'm imperfect, but aren't we all
The truth, you deserve it, I don't wanna fall
I don't wanna call you, I don't wanna face the truth
I know I've made many mistakes
But I know you well, gimme a break
It's not like I'm tryna take you away from being you
I wish I had time for you
There are some days where I wanna run and hide
From responsibility
There are some days I wanna cry
From my anxiety
But I don't, but I don't cause people will think somethings wrong
No I won't, no I won't, cause faith tells me to be strong
Look I'm sorry, for letting you down again and again
Please don't worry, I can't change who I am
I wanna apologize for all the times I said I'd be there
I'm sorry, can't pretend, can't defend, can't forget what I've done
There are some days where I wanna run and hide
From responsibility
There are some days I wanna cry
From my anxiety