2 Times CB - Conflict Lyrics

I know i said 4L ill never go back on my word
But that shit that we fell out about the distance u took was absurd
And dont think it aint come back to me everything u said i heard
I told u all my pain and u still brought me more hurt
But ill be good
Fell back due to disrespect aint have to think cause i should
I hate i did that shit to u but its overstood
I called u my brother but u wasn't acting the same way
I aint wanna hear a excuse get the f*ck out my face
Goodbye Good riddance
I got plenty of permanent scars u and them bitches added to it
Please get out my ear tellin me what should i do
How tf would your ass feel if u was inside my shoes

Explain
U aint have no problem tellin me all yo past pain
I aint never switched on u always remained the same
Them niggas u surround yo self with aint good for yo brain
I look back the past years and see how far i came
I be damn a nigga f*ck me over and drag my mood down again
Why i surround myself with family i dont call nobody a friend
But I called u my brother
Shit u still is
Wanted us to be close 4L have cookouts and laugh at all the YN's
I had my own flesh and blood tell me that u dead to me
I still think about that shit even tho he aint mean it

Stand on my word my shit firm like my handshake
When u was starving i was in a hole sacrificed gave u a plate
I thank God u beat that case
Told me u had tears on yo face
When that gavel strike it aint a game
I wish shit was the same but itll never be
I told my own flesh and blood itll never be
I told a nigga i call my brother itll never be
How u use some of my pain to talk about me
How the f*ck u claim u solid when thats not it
Charge it to my head and my heart
It hurt my soulll
Trynna heal up by pouring lean up my body coldd
Thanking god for the ones around me
Know what the f*ck i said nigga ill never slime u
Im off the meds i finally figured out how to deal with painnn
But sometimes i be scared i dont wanna feel nomo pain
That shit come with life
Be on yo shit they f*ck u over dont let em do it twice
As a man dont ever take disrespect light
U aint gotta pop a nigga use your hands and fight
Really just talking
Everything im saying i hope it make since
My mind be corrupt at times cause my brain sick
F*ck jalen ramsey my life a movie a pic dont mean shit
Nigga im really scarred from the outside they think a nigga lit
Really got some pain wondering if imma lose her
Is he just talkin or is he really goin through it
Used to take all of them drugs they prolly think im a bad influence