Too much on my plate
Too much for me to take
Why do all these people
Always feel my mind with hate
Last year I lost a real one
This year I cannot feel none
Had to dry my eyes
All them tears
I can't spill none
Now I fight for fame I can't feel no fear
Now I let them past
I swear I can't let them near
Dropped my guard and you know she robbed me blind
I still be thinking back bout a thousand times
Had to take a loss
Had to lick my wound
Had to learn my lesson
I can't be no damn buffoon
Can never love or trust them
Swear I ain't got no f*cking room
Dub is on the way
You know that it is coming soon
Last year I lost a real one
This year I cannot feel none
Had to dry my eyes
All them tears
I can't spill none
Let them scars hurt just to heel something true
Let that pain pound just to feel something knew
Reminisce and miss all the better days
Before I saw your lies
And I saw your selfish ways
Let the pain wash away
Why can't a good thing ever stay
On my knees at night I pray
And ask the lord for brighter days
Cause last year I lost a real one
So this year I cannot feel none