Feelings Video (MV)

Look I thought this was love I can see now that it wasn't
Nobody try to understand me like ain't nobody for me
I don't know where that i'm going feel like i'm lost in a maze
Popping pills and rolling up just to help numb all this pain
Always get left at my lowest that's that shit that be hurting
Gave you my love you gave it to the next like I ain't deserve it
Man you knew that would hurt me I can't express how i'm feeling
Try to open up and i'm empty like I ain't got no feelings

Hard to express how I feel like I ain't got no emotions
And I can't swim but my love for you run as deep as the ocean
Everyday I find a reason just to stay to myself
Maybe I should stop praying for people and just pray for myself
Nobody know how to treat me but they claim that they need me
They always do me like autumn when I fall they gone leave me
I gave you everything inside of me I thought that you would ride me
Forgave you for the wrong you did still turned around and lied to me
Wish I could hug my grandma and cry in her arms
I'm so misunderstood I swear I don't mean no harm
With nobody to vent to don't wanna feel like a bother
I just get high as I can and try to dodge all my problems
Niggas be talking behind my back in my face when they see me
Can't even act like I f*ck with you like really what's up with you
Before I had a license man my life was a wreck
It's like it never get better but shit that's just life I guess.

Look I thought this was love I can see now that it wasn't
Nobody try to understand me like ain't nobody for me
I don't know where that i'm going feel like i'm lost in a maze
Popping pills and rolling up just to help numb all this pain
Always get left at my lowest that's that shit that be hurting
Gave you my love you gave it to the next like I ain't deserve it
Man you knew that would hurt me I can't express how i'm feeling
Try to open up and i'm empty like I ain't got no feelings

But that's why I get faded they ask me why i'm always blazing
Ain't no rotation I been through so much I just gotta face it
Gotta stay on my grind put it on glock i'm gone make it
I done put in too much work it's been so long that I waited
Them niggas bitches they hating I been kicking shit solo
All this pain and this drama gone make me snap like a photo
Like nobody got good intentions they just wanna use me
Don't know who real and who lying man this shit get confusing
Look I thought this was love I can see now this was hate
Even though the goal was to eat it's just too much on plate
And ain't no love in my body cause they took all that I had
I had to get out my feelings I had to jump in my bag
I ain't going out sad look I got somewhere to be
I'm so tired of being humble I know they can't f*ck with me
Cause bitch I came out that jungle we had to eat to survive
Ain't no question if I love you then you know ima ride

Look I thought this was love I can see now that it wasn't
Nobody try to understand me like ain't nobody for me
I don't know where that i'm going feel like i'm lost in a maze
Popping pills and rolling up just to help numb all this pain
Always get left at my lowest that's that shit that be hurting
Gave you my love you gave it to the next like I ain't deserve it
Man you knew that would hurt me I can't express how i'm feeling
Try to open up and i'm empty like I ain't got no feelings