Since you been gone I'm always asking God why
Make the most of these moments becuz we all gotta die
Looking over my life, thinkin what I'm gonna do
Since you been gone been hard to live without you
At night I toss n turn thinking bout these memories
Thinking bout fixing something up I think I got the remedy
Cuz tonight I'm missing you and it's on my heart so heavily
Just want this pain to end damn I think I might need therapy
Cuz you the one who taught me how to be a man showed me how to treat a woman
Taught me how to make a band
You said I'll be successful as long as I had a plan
Asking why it had to be you and I don't even understand
Remembering all the times when you was hurting and you was sick
I'd give up my life if I knew you would be fixed
Steady wiping my eyes as I'm scrolling thru your pics
It all feels so surreal I can't believe it came to this
Last time I saw you was the day they closed the lid
I thank god everyday for all the things that you did
You always been in my life every since I was a kid
You're not here anymore I thank God that you lived
Since you been gone I'm always asking God why
Make the most of these moments becuz we all gotta die
Looking over my life, thinkin what I'm gonna do
Since you been gone been hard to live without you
Ion wanna feel this pain
I done lost a couple niggas to the gang
Lost a couple people in the system, yeah yeah yeah
Lost a couple people went to heaven, yeah yeah
Locked inside the room head hanging to the floor
Thinking why you ain't here what's really going on
Cuz life really ain't the same since you gone feeling so much pain
All these drugs in my system made me do wrong
Ion wanna be right if I gotta be alone
Trynna construct it using words for this song but it don't feel right
Praying to God for an answer with my steel type
Asking for him to forgive me cuz I know I ain't been right
Knowing you went to heaven cuz I can see the light
Trynna control aggression cuz I know ion like to cry
My heart turned cold how I get thru them cold nights
Bottle after bottle draw my pain till the last sip
Pain surface back, now I gotta roll another spliff
Watching over me cuz I don't wanna have to slip
Since you been gone I'm always asking God why
Make the most of these moments becuz we all gotta die
Looking over my life, thinkin what I'm gonna do
Since you been gone been hard to live without you
Ion wanna feel this pain
I done lost a couple niggas to the gang
Lost a couple people in the system, yeah yeah yeah
Lost a couple people went to heaven, yeah yeah
Miss you man...