Writing this track I don't know how to feel
Your love felt like the world, and when you're not here I don't know how to heal
Feel like I'm losing control of the wheel
Love sick, I don't know if I die
I might still put her inside of my will
Eyes closed, see the girl in my sleep, I need to pray I don't know if its real
( sigh )
Throwback to the very first date
First time, I don't think I was late
It was a cinema film
Hopped out, and she told me I think it was great
Baby, tell it to me straight
I put my hands on the top of her thighs
She was staring in my eye
We had a kiss and no I don't smoke so why do i feel like im high
That was the point I knew in my heart
That she was the one.... I wont even lie
Its no use to deny
I had a dream for when I was rich, we could've flown to Dubai
Now we don't get replies
( Cuz )
I had a dream, but she didn't share in my ambition
I was too focused on p's, searching for peace that's what started the division
I wasn't doing it for me...it was for us
But u never understood
I got a call from the job...they said I got it
Like you always said i would
Start of the journey to riches...I got the hoes
Why do I still feel alone
Said its lonely at the top... and it was true.. lately I feel like a drone
Everything was for a reason but I believe
I could have treated you better
You never cared for the flave
When you were down, I should've wrote you a letter... but I didn't
Mean and u didn't even mean it
Struggling but I didn't see it
The boyfriend I could've been, I figured it out but now you don't need it
And that's good....as you should
I wont change anything if I could
Hope my next girl is my last
And I do everything that I should
Writing this track I don't know how to feel
Your love felt like the world, and when you're not here I don't know how to heal
Feel like I'm losing control of the wheel
Love sick, I don't know if I die
I might still put her inside of my will
Eyes closed, see the girl in my sleep, I need to pray I don't know if its real
( sigh )
Throwback to the very first date
First time, I don't think I was late
It was a cinema film
Hopped out, and she told me I think it was great
Baby, tell it to me straight
I put my hands on the top of her thighs
She was staring in my eye