3D3N - Deserted (feat. Glitchy Boi) Lyrics

Deserted, I feel I kind of deserve this
Life's a burden, how can I even reserve shit?
I'm broken, everything I touch desolves into a mess
And, how can I stop myself from sin?

Walking into a field of nothingness
I belong in a desert sting, others like a cactus
Feeling the marks of my past, on my wrist
I'm as sharp as a knife, but I can never resist

Feelings to failure turning gold medals to rust
I'm Glitchy on the inside, got no one to trust
Love is a rose and the thorns give me cuts
I'm shriveled up In emptiness my heart has turned to dust

Endless cycles, why can't I ever be happy?
So damn full of sadness, but I'll always feel empty
Deserted, drowned in a puddle of emptiness
Even if I was rich, my heart will always feel so damn broke

I always feel like I'm trapped In my thoughts
It's hard to find a will to live, when I'm already lost
I feel so ignored and I'm bored of people walking off
But there's spiders in my head every time I try to talk

My future's on fire and I'm scared of the past
Feels like none of my relationships ever f*cking last
Life is a skydive and I'm falling fast
I'll be looking at the scenery while I collapse

I'm deserted, I'm burning like fire in the wind
A pile of trash in flames and I'm stuck in a bin
I'm broken inside, like a shard of shattered glass
Internal bleeding filling my lungs, my heart is in a cast

Everyone leaves, nobody ever stays
I'm all alone with myself, stuck in a daze
The power of friendship means nothing but pain
Because the last bit of emotions I feel are very faint

And I'm fainting from all of the voices in my head
That are toxic and evil telling me I should be dead
Narration is perplexing when your life keeps saying fin, fin
Acting like all of the page in a book are a sin, sin

Lock myself from the world until my life ends
Waiting for the clock to run out, I'm counting out the seconds
Tick, tick, tick, as the hand grabs the final minute
Depression is a drug, and I can't stop until I'm finished

Endless cycles, why can't I ever be happy?
So damn full of sadness, but I'll always feel empty
Deserted, drowned in a puddle of emptiness
Even if I was rich, my heart will always feel so damn broke

It's a shame, being alive
My heart's in half like a broken hive
Drowned in fate, no more lies
Why can't I just let myself live life?

Belief is the thought of faith being truth
But what's the point of faith If you don't believe in you?
I wish my self-monologue wasn't so crude
It's so f*cking toxic like a damn acid tube

Drowning out all of the joy In my head
With all of the hatred and jealousy I'm being fed
Mistakes are what causes you to be better
But, In this consequence all I feel is the hurt

It's so hard to move on, from the past that you're so fond
Deserted, stare at the the sun
This chorus is all I have left in my lungs

Endless cycles, why can't I ever be happy?
So damn full of sadness, but I'll always feel empty
Deserted, drowned in a puddle of emptiness
Even if I was rich, my heart will always feel so damn broke

Oh-ooh-woah-oh, oh-ooh-woah-oh
Oh-ooh-woah-oh
Even if I was rich

Oh-ooh-woah-oh, oh-ooh-woah-oh
Oh-ooh-woah-oh
My heart will always feel so damn broke