3EyedCrow - Torn Between Waves Lyrics

It hits like thunder Rolls through my chest
The storm I can't fight I can't suppress
I feel too much then I feel too small
Caught in the middle No balance at all
My mind's on fire My heart's on hold
Everything's crashing And it's getting old
I build my walls Then tear them down
A reckless cycle Where I spin and drown
I try to scream But the sound won't come
The weight in my chest Has turned me numb
I burn too bright Then fade too fast
Each moment slips None seem to last
It's too much to carry Too much to see
But I'm chained to the chaos That lives in me
The waves pull me under Then push me away
Caught in the tide Of another wasted day
I'm torn between waves I rise, I fall
I'm caught in the static That push, that crawl
I wanna let go But I hold on tight
To the fragments of meaning In the endless night
Each second's a battle Each moment a war
I pick myself up Though I can't see the floor
I chase the calm But it's out of my reach
I'm stranded and screaming On an empty beach
I wanna stop But I can't step back
The fire in my chest Won't cut me slack
It drives me forward It drags me down
A reckless force That spins me around
I'll let the waves crash I'll let them scream
Dare them to break me Tear the seams
I'll rise again Though the current is strong
The storm won't last And I'll carry on
The fire's too loud But it's part of me
It burns in the silence Refusing to leave
I'll find my balance I'll find my ground
Through the chaos A spark will be found
I'm torn between waves I rise, I fall
I'm caught in the static That push, that crawl
I wanna let go But I hold on tight
To the fragments of meaning In the endless night
The tides will turn The storm will break
I'll find my breath In the mess I make
This isn't forever It never is
I'll ride these waves Then feel the bliss
The storm will fade The fire will glow
Through the pain I'll learn, I'll grow
The cycle's harsh But it's how I stay
Torn between waves I'll find my way