I've been gone
For way too long
I hold on
But it feels wrong
Time still finds a day to slip away from me
Why won't you save me?
Wanting to release the guilt that's found its way within me
But you gave it to me
Hope moves on
And faith is gone
Fear holds on
Until I'm gone
Through my clarity I find that I can not believe
The lies you gave me
Falling into dreams of worlds that are evading me
So why replay these?
Love is but a dream that has managed to hide and to escape from me
Why do you hate me?
Drifting consciously through all of the paths that I've missed, that plague at me
I can't escape me
How many layers deep into this darkness around me will I succumb
The words you gave to me, they've left me even more empty than I've become
And through these shattered dreams, I regress back to that place of being alone
I'm crying out for you, and I need to realize you won't ever...
Come and bring me through to a place embraced by your warm, loving safety
Why won't you save me?
Save me
And where you have you been all the times that I've asked and prayed to you for me?
Why do you hate me?
Hate me
How can I have faith when you constantly turn your back away from me?
Why won't you save me?
Save me
Finally coming through with your true clarity, your silence says to me
Just save your damn(ed) self