Lay me down to sleep
Don't ever let me wake up
This life is not for me
I am alone and trapped in
This purgatory
Self-gratification
My outlet has a pain
Pull it out, rub it in
So softly and slowly
Tearing deeper in
Harder, faster, so invasively
Take control of me
Climb into it, and possess these dreams
Lay me down to sleep
Don't ever let me wake up
This life is not for me
I am alone and trapped in
This purgatory
Self-gratification
My outlet has a pain
Rip it out, force it in
And be sure to climax
In my suffering
My mind is my worst enemy
Compulsively obsessing me
Provoking cruelly, painful memories
My mind is my worst enemy
Exploiting my worst fantasies
So f*cking sadomasochistically
My mind is my worst enemy
Degrading my own dignity
Molesting myself, so sadistically
My mind is my worst enemy
Betraying my own sanity
It's sad how what is love to one can be
An act of someone else's heart breaking
I am a magnet for this tragedy
Your sex is violence, and is raping me
Lay me down to sleep
Don't ever let me wake up
LA is not for me
I am alone and trapped in
This purgatory