40Hz - nine! Lyrics

Nine!
I been sitting here
Tryna make a motherf*cking dime
It's a different year
What is money when I'm killing time
Ladies made me crazy
Radiating, waited all the way to 8018 AD
Lately babied AT a rehab center
Wanna bang like back benders
But they calling me Ang, I'm the last bender
So I'm going insane from a cash spender
Baby that's never been a bad habit
I don't give a damn if she jumping on me like a jackrabbit
Why you want a high?
I'm the crash addict who got sugar waiting in his snack cabinet
Tryna get me in a label and say full of confidence that
"It ain't even a challenge."
It's testing my patience I'm sorry, I hate it
I know for a fact they'll just use up my talent
And f*ck with my balance, it feels like paralysis
I should be galloping back to the waters I first put my talons in
I'm no inhabitant
Won't let them own me I know my own calluses
Floating like calisthenics
Feel like it's happening meant it
Got battle embedded all through my anatomy
Decking like pattern detection
I don't wan' throw it away
Calling me crazy all over a day
While I'm doing it over and over again
Not for the faint of heart by the way
A millionaire's phoning a friend
Gripping her hair while he's holding her head
Wonder if he even knows her name yet
If he made music this flow is my guess for the road
That he's destined to go but again
He would still be the one to get gold and respect
And a load of success, and some hoes for his breakfast
Don't know if that's sexist, but no one has said shit
'Cause everyone just wants to show me the exit
Guess that
Maybe you think I'm so f*cking irrelevent
Mayve you're right but depending on friends that I got
They would say that I'm destined to be independant

Do you got depression
Or are you just not well rested
F*cking restless forgetting whatever vengeance is
You're venomous
No hitting just missing I'm winning all off of a better miss
But the question is am I better Mr. Demon
You devilish fed up bitch
F*ck you I'll get up and better myself for the hell of it
Spitefully elegant
Humanized voices run through my mind joyfully
Super high noises like $uicideboy$
Never a diss, I'm just saying my music is loud
Was it stupid to say, or just usual croud
And I felt kinda bad so I'm muting my mouth
(MM- MMM- MMMMM)
Okay I'm bored
I'm sorry I get it, already said it before
Just f*cking get in my mentions, and don't forget to close the
(What?) Door
I'm never trying because I was f*cking
(Who?) Sore
Why are you crying get the f*ck up off the
(Huh?) Floor
How am I flying but I'm always shooting
(Where?) Short
Ain't even lyin saying I make people
(Yeah?) Roar
It's death defying know they denied me be-
(Nah) fore
I'm just confiding in when I finally
(What?) Score
I'm always dying but they never said what
For

(Eight days until...?)
(Eight days until what?)
Nine!
Is your vision here? Always tryna tell me love is blind
But it's crystal clear
This my longest song since five
Targets everywhere maybe I'm in the tar pit, splash
Have a heart attack from running on the NordicTrack
Carved up teddy bears, under arrest like cardiac
Have a heart attack 'cause I'm a hypochondriac
I'm classified as a bad kid right
Feelin' pacified by my alibi
Gotta maximize what you magnify while I'm passing by unsatisfied
My raps can fly, and I don't give a f*ck
But imagine I just added my own appetite
And you scratch my lies like an aphrodite
I been falling from the sky, got my action eyes like a satellite
And I'm sacrificing like I was elastic
Minding safety guards, but never even fastened mine
A bad idea, or bad design?
Don't matter lost the gas supply
I'd rather hire acolytes and pastors just to make my ass an apple pie
I'm better at giving directions than the travel guide
Protagonist getting f*cking antagonized

This around when I'd be counting
Outcounting my own accountant
Like a fountain I got flows, but they doubt it
I feel like just walking is climbing a mountain
But now it's amounted to look like I'm down one
After going up a thousand not much I can outrun
Like sounds of me downplaying
My couch surfing type downpayments
No bounty hunting? that's outrageous!
Like how heinous just downgraded my house
Breaking and entering a little bit
Wanna say that I never been a little bitch
I'm never illegitimate
I better get belittled if I ever get permitted with the head a little missile hit
Vendetta for a little kid
I'm doing the belittling overdosing on Ritalin
Started the apocalypse and thinking you committed it
Taking a minute to figure out what I was written in
I don't even know if I ever submitted it
Wi-Fi Died
I'm online my way
Time flies by
Time's been all sideways
9 times 9 divided by my name
2025 I'll write my own timeframe
By 2029 proly living underground
Chilling in my basement just waiting for passing thunderclouds
I'll come around like a hundred loud ass punching sounds
I ain't gonna bounce, don't know nothing 'bout
Anybody out in this f*cking town
I been jumping up like a bunny rabbit
It's a funny habit when a dummy has it
Got no money after everybody lacking
Like a mummy what I'm wrapped in
Couldn't be unwrapped and don't know what I'm rapping
Drown in the rapids, it's getting repetitive
Feel like I'm breaking the biggest of possible measurements
Give me a sedative never got credited
I'm so irrelevant views are in negative, broken too sensitive
Do it again and again like consecutive
I'm an aesthetic, your man's only decorative
Looking like God up and left in development
Rather get head like the executioner
I see red I'm next to Lucifer
Maybe I'm stressing like NMUN or anything
Proly expected me muting her
Everyone everywhere's Cupid, or f*cking pretend to be newcomers
Never ever met a true love, forever weathers like a blue colour
Energetic you abuse others, better get a f*cking new lover
Aye
Needed a hit
Heavier but I'm still dreaming it's lit
Anyone here in need of a spliff?
Kidding I don't want a cease and desist
All of it for the video I swear officer
I'm not actually breathing it in
See on my desk it's a BONG
But you look on my bed there's a B and that's it

Riding on a bicycle
Define little
I'm paid for using talent I proly just got 9 nickels
I'm maniacal, your high is gonna be my middle
Undeniably reliable
Beating myself 'cause that bitch wasn't likeable
He's unrecognizable, shattered his entire skull admittedly I'm liable
Undesirable, indescribable, undefinable
But I'm really easily excitable
Sending blind signals
Nine.
I'm not fine
I'm running out of time
Imitating like I was a mime
Feel like I'm reaching the tip of it all alive
Falling forever and ever, but never mistaken as fly
Better not try to be the villain you simpleton
Why does no one cry?
Maybe because I'm feeling suicidal like all of the time
No one for the ride by my side
Don't wanna separate forever, stay in bed awake together
But never saying to die
Said it's made in days, they said it was made in lies
Like my f*cking apologies
Didn't know you sang beside me
Couldn't notice over all the f*cking blame that I'm denying
You couldn't even say it to my face if you were trying
'Cause we both know deep down who was blanked, and who was lying
I changed but you still hiding you baby, keep f*cking crying
I hate when you're devising a plan to break me like fighting but mentally
Just nail-biting eventually got my writing avenging me
Overnight in my memory's suicide as a recipe
I been buying ingredients, watch them die right in front of me
Never mind how you comfortably go off trying to double me
But if anyone's loving me double your company
Still ain't enough for me
One time I called you a wasp, you're just a bipolar bumblebee
Somebody tell me to shut up, I want you to humble me
Before I ruin every single memory of younger me, he's dying
I said it yeah I'm passing away, f*ck my past
Hit victory laps in my brain, but alas
I'm hiding from my act anyway nothing lasts
Wanna see the back of the blade cut and

Dry
Do you know who 7 ate?
(Why?)
I'm just here to educate
(Fine)
You don't need poetic taste to levitate
I'm just here to tell you 6, 7 ate 9
Anyway, dedicated detonator
(Bye!)
Did I put the elevate in elevator?
(Nein)
Do I need a designated legislature?
Going back and forth with you feels like being a tennis player
I could change a thing until I change it all
And you'd still be the strangest thing to ever even strange at all
Like Wilson the hand painted ball I need emotional support
Falling off the boat, in the ocean overboard
I don't know
What to do with this little part
So I'm just gonna
F*ck around and find out
Sorry for the autotune
I'm just checking what I gotta do if I ever decided that I wanted to
Make a single song with views
'Cause I know I got a lot of music but no playlists wanna use it
Am I fake, like not a human? Is my name just not included in the blueprint?
That's stupid, I'm calling Cupid
Oh wait yeah that's every Tom, Dick, and Lucas
Talking to you bitch someone called the f*cking grammar police
Give me my hammer please
It's to the slammer with these
F*cking abandonments
I know he wouldn't win but I kinda wanted to hand 'em it
Someone call the ambulance
Not for me

I just had to clarify
With probably honestly the most honesty ever shown in a song with me
The type to make a private apology video
But I don't got nowhere for all of the wind to go
Everybody blue but they wanna be indigo
I'm chilling in the cold with my quality winter coat
Back again
But this time
I do not regret it
Because that one then sounded fine
And I'm 7 minutes in
Enough lollygagging
I mean the playing not the lollypop you're proly gagging on
But that isn't my business even in symbolic fashion
I'm doing nothing but body bagging
Sending me an automatic wrapped in an atomic package
Paying less attention than you did in Economics classes
And I'm getting kicked 'cause I was late again to soccer practice
Use to tell me I'm the star attraction
Now they tryna fix me like improper fractions

Aye
Talking to the devil
I feel like a rebel the way I'm getting it settled
My foot against the pedal and my pedal on the metal
Forever accelerating just to reach my own level
I'm picking rose petals until there ain't nothing but sorrow, you're in my mental
Kinda hope I see you tomorrow, got words like fentanyl
Think you can just pick up and borrow me like a pebble
I ain't gentle, there's 2 different definitions of special
You're talking all that shit, proly gotta check out your dental
It's getting dreadful accidentally created a fan and a f*cking enemy
Better be f*cking ready
Inevitably forever inclined to be f*cking up the instrumental

Driving overnight I f*cking find it and it's mine mine mine
I been dying tryna write another rhyme rhyme rhyme
You conniving I decided I'll be fine fine fine
All by my my my f*cking lonesome
I tried tried tried
Actually I really wanted to be nice nice nice
I been sitting here counting up to 9
Everybody looking at me like I've never seen a fight
But remember I already went and murdered f*cking time
So I guess I didn't kill it fully when recording five, I just left it there to die
Slowlu passing by
Counting sheep to 9
If I ever make it I'll forget you but you'll stay inside my mind
I do my best to leave behind my past
But you're always watching from the side contemplating life
Proly wanna die, hopefully tonight
Once upon a time, I wished you were alright