44phantom - Nice Surprise Lyrics

I don't even love you, I don't even want you
I know everything that we've been through is kind of awful
I feel like I taunt you, look what this has come to
Maybe we can talk and get over this again

You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears
You can be my nice surprise for all these years
And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here
Dancing in the after party with an empty hand

You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears
You can be my nice surprise for all these years
And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here
Dancing in the after party with an empty hand

I don't care about you anymore
That's all I tell myself
That's what I'm asking for
That's all I ever need
That's all it seems to be
Don't need no company
But you can wait on me

Cause I don't even trust no one that is not me
But I still got some hope for us, oh endlessly

Cause I don't even love you, I don't even want you
I know everything that we've been through is kind of awful
I feel like I taunt you, look what this has come to
Maybe we can talk and get over this again

You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears
You can be my nice surprise for all these years
And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here
Dancing in the after party with an empty hand

I don't care about you anymore
So what's an anchored heart?
If we were never sure
Cause you would never see
That what you meant to me
Was more than anything
I lost my everything

And I know that it's hopeless
Hoping that you're broken
Praying that one day you'll run into my arms wide open
I know that you won't, and I've been feeling lonely
Maybe I'm just caught up thinking that you'll come back

When I don't even love you, I don't even want you
I know everything that we've been through is kind of awful
I feel like I taunt you, look what this has come to
Maybe we can talk and get over this again

You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears
You can be my nice surprise for all these years
And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here
Dancing in the after party with an empty hand