4dventure - I Think Lyrics

I think of what I dreamed of last night
I overthink but still end up forgetting
I screamed when I woke up last night
I had to face myself
Rather bury my soul in the cold cold ground
It would sound even beter than tonight
Why you think that you could make it all up
When the lies burning a whole like the cigarette does
When you acting like a ho, but I know that you're not
Now the days starting rainy, and the sun won't come up
Why the f*ck you get me anxious like that
Now I'm tripping every walk that I make
Now I see that every cloud is opaque
Is that a reason maybe that I should walk away?
Sometimes you ask yourself all kind of different questions
Sometimes you f*ck up your health just to feel free for a second
Sometimes you closing doors, so that no one could enter
Hoping the doors to be forced and to know that you matter
Sometimes you drink too much to be open in your actions
But end throwing up regretting every drip in your system
Sometimes you drink too much to have the guts to talk
But end regretting every word that came out
Why you think you could lie to me
You're the pain all inside of me
You are the burning under my skin
Why you think, why you think, yeah yeah yeah
Why you think you could hide from me
All the times I was questioning
You always said you remembered me
Let me tell you how I really feel
I think of what I dreamed of last night
I overthink but still end up forgetting
I screamed when I woke up last night
I had to face myself
Rather bury my soul in the cold cold ground
It would sound even beter than tonight
I'm speaking for myself
Speaking for my health
I keep missing things while in fact I scream for help
Ain't nobody telling me what I wanna hear
I'm speaking for my dad
Speaking for my mum
Speaking for the people who missing someone
Everybody leaves
Great talk from a man who can't even stand up
On his own two feet and face reality judgement
Like a real man does in a context of struggle
And I hide my true self, I put myself in a bubble
And I decided for myself it would be better like that
Won't put my energy in people, who can never give back
I deserve to be sought, that's the reason I hide
The one looking for me, will find me no matter the time
Got voices from the past telling me they miss me
Happiness, ideals, everybody tryna fix me
But they left me in the first place, take me back to a kid
Where faces were just faces, couldn't haunt you in your sleep
And now I close my eyes when I'm craving at the past time
Best time, look at me with that smile
Sad lines, bed time, dreams made from memories and grey skies
Staring at ceiling hoping everything will be alright
Why you think you could lie to me
You the pain all inside of me
You the burning under my skin
Why you think, why you think, yeah yeah yeah
Why you think you could hide from me
All the times I was questioning
You always said you remembered me
Lemme tell you how I really feel
I think of what i dreamed of last night
I overthink but still end up forgetting
I screamed when I woke up last night
I had to face myself
Rather bury my soul in the cold cold ground
It would sound even beter than tonight