Back when I was five years old
My momma changed my life to great
At first it was confusing but it changed my mind of state
She knew I'd be successful it was more about the wait
So unforgettable my birth family left me with no plate
My momma taught me right but I just learned from my mistakes
Started getting tired of living in this city filled with hate
Playing games changed me to the way I am today
I gotta live with it feelings that will never go away
Not every day I pray but that ain't nothin cute to say
The money gon be good but how I know it's finna stay
Put my all into this music I ain't make it here to play
Came a long way from hating ass kids tryna slay
Okay
I'm just tryna shed a little bit of light
And motivate my people who ain't found they way in life
Remember I ain't had nobody real up in my life
Only 19 tryna come up and just get it right
Don't wait until you hurting for you choose to pray at night
All my brother's got my back they might just take your life
My bro gon mask up they all gon act up don't say it twice
I earned my stripes I walk around with ego cuz shit nice, yeah
On god I wish I could make sure they eat
I ain't wanna talk to that bitch she was for the streets
Yeah you know I cannot express all my feelings
I was just a cold hearted demon
I can't f*ck with that bitch she really became a dub to me
Yeah, you wanna talk but I can never show the love to treesh
Yeah you really were just for the streets now
And I ain't wanna talk expressing all my pain up on this beat now
Only gonna freestyle off the dome I don't like writing
I don't wanna chat to that bitch she steady typing
Yeah you know I read your message but I ain't gon write back
I ain't wanna talk to that bitch I ain't wanna fight back
Always in your feelings yeah you blowing down my phone down
Truth be told I had to handle it all on my own now
Never had nobody real up in my life like you
Now you switching up on me now who the f*ck is you
Yeah who the f*ck is you
And Imma shake the room
RIP to Pop Smoke he was bout to make it history
I know all my haters tryna see me in some misery
Asking all these questions lil bitch was a mystery
I ain't giving up until I'm winning with a victory
Yeah you know I'm tryna come for it all
I ain't ever taking losses I ain't fallin
Yeah you know I'm going hard and I ain't stallin
Stuck up on my grind I don't care what you do
Cuz if you ain't up in your bag go hit yourself a lick
How you hating on my lives but you stuck up and broke on your ass
I don't give a f*ck you tryna study me like I'm a class
Vv's round my neck lil bitch this wasn't no f*cking glass
I don't understand why they tryna study me like I'm a class
Bitch get to work and go do that mother f*cking task
I could never be broke and stuck on my ass
How you hating on me but you really broker than me
Tryna crack some jokes but you wasn't no joker to me
I'm really slept on I think it's time they wake up
Had to show them right from wrong I ain't into the fake love
Back em days in school I was talking elementary
Nobody ever understood they never really getting me
Always having nightmares I was never having bright dreams
I don't understand why these demons just tryna get me
They tryna get me gone
Yeah they tryna get me gone
Yeah you gon hear it all in a song
Always gonna chase a bag right or wrong
I'm just tryna show my momma we gon be up in the hills, california dreaming
We gon live up all these dreams, you know I ain't talking lucid dreams
RIP to Juice Wrld yeah you know what it seems like
Lost my father to the gun, oh no it didn't seem right
Yeah they caught him slippin, yeah they caught him at a green light
Cocked it back and shot him in his dome now he gone now
RIP to pops yeah I'm goin hard a long now
I was gonna make it for you promise I ain't gon stop
Yeah you know I ain't gonna stop until I drop now
They keep praying on my downfall praying that I drop now