4ever Falling - don't feel right Lyrics

Everything is different now
Feel it in the air somehow
Suddenly it's hard to breathe
Trembling and my knees get weak
When I see you in the street
Can't count all of the tears I've cried
Or how many songs I write
Thought it would feel better now
Time just doesn't make it right
As long as you're not by my side
I'm still haunted by the memories
They're buried deep in side of me
It burns
It hurts
It just don't feel right
This close to midnight
When the party's over
And I'm left all alone
It's been so long since
Since I heard your voice
And I'm trying so hard
Not to pick up the phone
But it's hard to move on
Want you back but I told you to leave
Guess my life's like that
I don't want what I need
Can a heart break twice?
Swear I'm on round three
You send me flowers
Then don't text me back
Do you want me or hate me
It's hard to keep track
When you play me like that
It just don't feel right
This close to midnight
When the party's over
And I'm left all alone
It's been so long since
Since I heard your voice
And I'm trying so hard
Not to pick up the phone
But it's hard to move on