They ain't tell me bout expressing pain
That's why I always hold it in
On my phone I see your name and I say here we go again
They don't care about yo pain
It's some sides I can't show again
One time I forgave
But just like paper he gon fold again
Always see who taking
Can't acknowledge I don't notice them
Lives was made for taking
I got shooters who don't know the rim
Mine it's no debating
Stay ahead it's like I know the film
Never do no hating
I just peep the fake and praise the real
Ouuu
I'm emotionally scarred
Everything that I done seen
I think it all play a part
Think this love shit a disease
I think it's taking my heart
Before I ever let the get it
Ima take it apart
Ouuu
I'm emotionally scarred
Everything that I done seen
I think it all play a part
Think this love shit a disease
I think it's taking my heart
Before I ever let the get it
Ima take it apart
I think that I'm scarred
All my greatest conversations
Always came in the dark
Either love me or you hate me
I can't tell it apart
I just know I gotta make it
Take it nowhere but far
Think I'll keep up my guard
They say rather safe then sorry
I'm just playing it smart
Know I love to make you finish
But I hate when u start
I won't never trip again
I learned to just play my part
No more making it hard
Ouuu
I'm emotionally scarred
Everything that I done seen
I think it all play a part
Think this love shit a disease
I think it's taking my heart
Before I ever let the get it
Ima take it apart
Ouuu
I'm emotionally scarred
Everything that I done seen
I think it all play a part
Think this love shit a disease
I think it's taking my heart
Before I ever let the get it
Ima take it apart
I'm stuck in a drought
Got a body full of pain
And my head is a cloud
Even though it's in my brain
Won't never say it out loud
I'm in need of desperate change
Nothing making me smile
Feel like it's been a while
Since like I was a child
Momma told me out the womb
She knew that I would be wild
Now she seeing different shit
That didn't show in the file
Can't understand me at the moment
But I know she'll be proud
Tribulations and trials
I put my all in a bitch
But I can't do that shit again
Think she flawless and shit
So we won't never make amends
How I fall for this shit
How it look to all my friends
Hate it started like this
I should've thanked you in advance
Kuz pain made me stronger
I wouldn't let it kill me
Sometimes I sit and wonder
Did you ever feel me
From all that I was spilling
In one ear and out the other
Made it harder for whoever coming next
I'll never trust her
Ouuu
I'm emotionally scarred
Everything that I done seen
I think it all play a part
Think this love shit a disease
I think it's taking my heart
Before I ever let the get it
Ima take it apart
Ouuu
I'm emotionally scarred
Everything that I done seen
I think it all play a part
Think this love shit a disease
I think it's taking my heart
Before I ever let the get it
Ima take it apart