50wayTae - Why They Mad Lyrics

I ain't have nobody give me game
I learned this shit myself
In that field I'm hunting bigger game
Tryna put something on my shelf
Upped the dosage of the pills
I'm numbing something they ain't felt
Thoughts seem like they haunting me
For all them secrets that I kept
I'm embarrassed by my pain
I knew the judgement wouldn't be fair
They couldn't see the reasons why
That I had hid under my hair
Caught off in a gazing stare
Kuz I felt things
That that wasn't there
Tried to fight my hardest
Till it chopped me
To my knees for prayer
If He try yo chain
The last thing that he take
Should be his breath
You can do it all yourself
You get up close and hit his chest
Type of bullet make you spread
And still can hit whoever next
I Gain success
You lost respect
But since I'm different
You upset
So Tell me why they mad
When I was down with nothing
I still gave you all I had
My pain and insecurities
When I pull down this mask
Hop on feet go park the car
Then they hop out on they ass
Dont tell them they crashed
But
Tell me why they drag
My name all through the mud
For things that I did in my past
Told em I would make it
But they looked at me and laughed
It was only me God that knew
The options I ain't have
Had my finger itching
From decisions that was rash
They tried to make me out the villain
When I had put on that cape
Niggas turned they back and ate
From food I put on they plate
They telling me to just stay humble
I aint listen anyways
For the times that I ain't have it
Make sure its in they face
Plenty times I had to drop my nuts
And fake like I'm OK
Finally made it through the weather
When they still ain't stop the rain
Gee had said it best
You need them racks to rid the pain
This time it ain't no punchlines
How a nigga made his way
If I don't got my pills
Then I might just lose my mind
My Heart still in da slums
But it hide behind my pride
How them supposed to be yo killas
But them niggas never slide
I gotta stay alive
Because it's war the day I die
It's still a battle being alive
Sometimes gangstas gotta cry
And they failing if they try
I'm tryna put em' in the sky
It feel better if I'm high
It ain no pressure that's applied
But if he want that smoke
Then I'll happily oblidge
So Tell me why they mad
When I was down with nothing
I still gave you all I had
My pain and insecurities
When I pull down this mask
Hop on feet go park the car
Then they hop out on they ass
Dont tell them they crashed
But
Tell me why they drag
My name all through the mud
For things that I did in my past
Told em I would make it
But they looked at me and laughed
It was only me God that knew
The options I ain't have
Had my finger itching
From decisions that was rash