Changing of the Gaurds Video (MV)

How can I let myself go
So close to the edge I know
That what I'm playing with is fire
And I'm hanging by a wire

Last eve they got the best of me
Reminded of who I don't want to be
What the hell was I thinking
What the hell was I thinking

Caught up in a hurricane
Of lights and lasers when my brain
Turns into somebody else
And the feeling that I felt

Has got me running through that door
Knowing damn well what's in store
I have to fight for something more
The time has come victor the war

Those who have not given up on me
I know that I've not made it easy
And still you stand by me and keep blessing
Through the changing of the guards
And keep pulling me from the dark