51st Avenue - reality Lyrics

Is this a nightmare
It can't be real
All of these voices
Inside of my head
I don't know who to believe
The colours are fading
Everything bleak
Battery draining
Can't get out of bed
My scars are hard to heal
Shadows of the night dancing on my walls
Eerie voices echoing down the halls
Up til dawn
But they won't move on
Life's no dream
Wide awake and can't break free
My reality
(I don't wanna believe)
Ain't no fantasy
(I've been trying to leave somehow)
It's too much
Though I try, it's not enough
My reality
(I'm not being naive)
Ain't no fantasy
This nightmare is the hell that I live
I'm on autopilot
With nowhere to land
I look in the mirror
Then down at my hands
I'm reduced to skin and bones
Oh no
Just need the momentum
To get out my head
But once I do I'll need more to cure the diagnosis
So stuck in this nightmare living it up like the undead
Life's no dream
Wide awake and can't break free
My reality
(I don't wanna believe)
Ain't no fantasy
(I've been trying to leave somehow)
It's too much
Though I try, it's not enough
My reality
(I'm not being naive)
Ain't no fantasy
This nightmare is the hell that I live
If I could show you inside my mind
Don't think you'd like what you find
Would you go leave me behind
It's just repeating Groundhog Day everyday
I can't find the words to say
Take me away ooooh
Life's no dream
Wide awake and can't break free
My reality
(I don't wanna believe)
Ain't no fantasy
(I've been trying to leave somehow)
It's too much
Though I try, it's not enough
My reality
(I'm not being naive)
Ain't no fantasy
This nightmare is the hell that I live