5isdead - ALIVE BUT WHO CARES (feat. ørcus) Lyrics

I think about it every night
Got the slime drippin down my eyes
I cannot stand the light
All the talk of endin my life
I cannot take it anymore
I cannot clean the blood off the floor No Mo
Waves washed me up
Open to the darkness
That's got me under
For the love that brings me closer
Dream in the night when its all over
Will I ever get myself up
From the gutter
Told you im worthless
Told you im worthless
Will I ever see the light
Get the darkness out of my mind

I can never sleep
I don't love myself
Alive but who f*ckin cares
Alive but who f*ckin cares

I don't feel so f*cking right
Feeling like I've lost my mind
Sitting through these awful thoughts
I'd rather meet the after life
Digging through the pain
I'm feeling all the hate
Been risking everyday
Not to blow my brains

I want it all to just end
Medication was my only friend
And i'm feeling like i lost my head
When I sleep, it's the only quell
Cause I'm locked in a lonesome cell
By myself it's my deepest hell

And I'm
All alone
I'm coughin smoke
The Cigs I hope
Will kill me slow