I remember back when
Used to call me best friend
I would roll up this a whole nother adventure
Got me feeling centered
You my equilibrium
Got me feeling steady now I'm ready for whatever
Got me feeling better you my remedy
Need you here right next to me
Blessin me
Showing me the love that I been missing
You my vision
This my reality
Jeopardize my salary I called it love
Pray to heavens up above for the paradigm
Shift in my alignment
Called it violence I kept my silence
This my testimony
I was never phony
Shakin' these jabronis bitch
I'm navigating carefully
Way I'm living scaring me
This my kinna thrill
Know I shoot to kill
Pop a pill when I'm celebrating
Feelin wavy
Email notify me when they pay me
Meet up in the physical
No paper trail
Feelin heavenly
Maneuver through the depths of hell
I move in silence I got secrets I could never tell
Spell like magic
Final destination feeling tragic
It's a part of life that I could not accept
I turned my back on everything that I had thought was real
This how I feel they tellin lies inducing suicide
Network effect is what I utilize turn the table
Murder like Cain and Able
They watching me like cable
This be the movement
Stayed the truest spit embalming fluid
Moth to a flame how I'm spitting game
Mad charisma be the signature
Tear apart ya ligaments
Light up like a filament
Back then she was feeling him
Couldn't read the signs on some blind shit
Couldn't read her mind shit
Feelings be so indirect
I meant no disrespect
Cultivate a new environment
One where I could thrive and taste recovery
It's because of me
Different kinda influence
Shine a light enlightenment
The way I'm seeing differently
This a different me enchanted on the podium
Numb the pain like opium
In ya blood like sodium
Flexin for the photograph
This a different path
Did the math
This my calculation
Catch me in the cut bein patient
Facin blunt smoke
Pistol in the stash box
Lit up like a match box
Cataclysmic sickness
Pull up on ya mistress
Make her do the dishes
Granted all her wishes
Everything she wanted and she never had
Never looking back
Real connection
Whip a hunnid through the intersection
I'm talking reckless restless
Anything to feel alive
Got the holy ghost do the most
Talkin bout divine intervention
Ego death reality
Burnt like calories
Got no energy
Demons tempting me
Swimming in my vices
Born damaged I was whipping with no license
Born damaged I was smoking drinking Hennessy
They gone remember me
Yes I was blessed to be
Multi facet rapper with investment technicality
Living with no fallacy
Truth shining through regardless heartless
Harden through exposure
I'm in Magnolia
Smokin at Discovery
Baby girl in love with me
Watching how the sunset
Couldn't dodge the unrest
That's my anxiety
Underground society
Know they understand me
Had my back
Since 88 I put it on the track