Verse:
Breakdown
She got me headed for a breakdown
But I ain't looking for a way out
She dragging me to hell but it feels good on the way down
She wanna tie me up
Cll up in my head she a mind f*ck
Clways take the edge off with designer drugs
Crushed up all my feelings and she lined 'em up
Pre chorus:
Dear diary
Why the f*ck do I chase anxiety
Is she just another demon inside of me
Screaming quietly
When I try to leave
Chorus:
Why do I stay?
When you cut my heart like a blade
When we f*ck and it feels like hate
It's like I'm in love with the pain
Love with the pain
Yeah
Devil dripped in Versace and she got blue eyes
She leaving scars on my body so why do I stay
It's like I'm in love with the pain
Love with the pain
Yeah
Verse 2:
Could never win never lose
Got me stuck in a loop
I don't know where my brain went
Yeah she got me black and blue
Stomped my heart with her boots
Left to die on the pavement
Pre chorus:
Dear diary
Why the f*ck do I chase anxiety
Is she just another demon inside of me
Screaming violently
When I try to leave
Chorus:
Why do I stay?
When you cut my heart like a blade
When we f*ck and it feels like hate
It's like I'm in love with the pain
Love with the pain
Yeah
Devil dripped in Versace and she got blue eyes
She leaving scars on my body so why do I stay
It's like I'm in love with the pain
Love with the pain
Yeah