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Finally sober but what does it mean
All that I'm working towards doesn't mean anything I'd wanted it to

Originally, I figured I'd drop the bad habit and do the right thing
Don't know if it's working, friends telling me that they see that it's working
Family telling me that I'm important and I'm thanking God she ain't know me before
But the cravings they come every night, I still see shadows I know I can't hide from

I still feel feelings that I wanna die from
Plus I get anxious when I hear a lighter but at least I'm not high
I guess I'm alright, I'm used to letting out smoke with a sigh
And I still can't let myself cry, but at least I'm not high

At least I'm not high
I'm finally sober, when is it over
I'm finally sober, but when is it over
I'm finally sober, finally sober, when is it over