neck cut song Video (MV)

Let's take it back, I was four years old
I remember that, grandma house
Cousins in the room, I will state the facts
It was something different about that day
And it's amazing that I made it out
With way more than a scratch
But it's some grace for that
Follow me
I was chilling with my cousins or some
Matter fact his name is Kaine
He like my brother or some
Yes the family like to treat him
Like a f*ck up or something
But this the day you saved my life
So I got love for you cousin
That's the first part, get on to the next
See I got another cousin
That's the one that's upset
He like fifty years old
Something wrong with his head
And he gone kill you on your birthday
That's the mantra he said
Now me and my cousin chilling
Playing with ice, I'm a little ass kid
I don't know wrong from right
It was something that we did made Leslie devious
Kaine threw some ice on him
That nigga mischievous
Now let's really rap
Leslie dragged me to the back
Through the kitchen on the floor
He grabbed a knife for his attack
There's a step up through the door
Don't gives no f*cks my head hit that
I'm concussed but no discussions
Now it's concrete on my back
Now it's concrete on my back
Put the knife right to my throat
Proceed to cutting it's a fact
Hit my jugular, the right side
Thank God he missed the left
Then the craziest shit happened
Can't explain it do my best
Bitch I kill you on your birthday
Cuz it's close enough to that
Kaine found me then he walked in
He saw Leslie on top of me
And then he gone scream
Like shit, 7iah is dead
Okay, grandma come here
Okay, I was just playing
Okay, grandma I'm scared
It's crazy how I remember her face
When she saw the shit
And how my art is based
In this trauma I'm walking in
I love hard, maybe this is the heart of it
My fault that I got off task
You know I like to talk and shit
This the best part, or maybe the worst
See she pushed Leslie off
Now he rolling in dirt
He came back to his senses
He was too berserk
Grandma ran me inside
Because she knew the worth
This where I birthed it at
Walked straight to the room
Ain't have to search for that
Grandma locked the door behind me
Leslie crying hurt in fact
Immersed in that
Serve the Earth with purpose
This the first of that
Looked inside the mirror
Neck all folded but my words is this
Grandma look, she calling the ambulance
Leslie balling tears, outside the door
Like sorry granny and
This where shit get crazy
God was with me, and I felt it then
Told me that I was meant for more
This nexus is a planned event
Showed me me love
When I'm attacked, don't fight
I'm shaking hands with them
That's what really damage him
F*cking up the camera men
This shit showed me why I'm real
And why I'm on a family plan
This shit showed me how to heal
At four years old a blessed man
This shit showed me love is war
By Liv I burn three candles then
Ima show y'all if y'all not convinced
This mission been a win