My heart ain't right
I know that money in my pockets not gon fill in the holes
An you could give them everything they still won't care for your soul
An i just turned 20 last year so why my heart feel so old
Damn i wish my heart wasn't so f*cked up i think before i lay to rest
An i just been smokin so much pain away
Feel like it's hard to catch a breath
An this lifestyle that i'm livin crazy now
Hope it don't lead me to my death
But i jus want back the heart i gave away
Cause i feel like i jus can't use what's left
How you gon say your heart is right
When God had put it on the left
These words come straight from out my soul that's how i know that i been blessed
I finally realized my potential all that bullshit just a test
My feelings lead me down a road of pain
An so i took em out my chest
Can't feel a thing when i be high my heart turned harder than some steel
Don't save their life they'll watch you die an show you everyone not real
You tell the the truth an they gon lie that wasn't ever part the deal
But if you look me in the eyes then you gon know the pain i feel
I done lost my day ones long the way This how it feels to be alone
I been tryna make it to first place
But i keep missing stepping stones
I been tryna get through everyday
This heart jus dont feel like a home
I got so much anger in it's place feels like my peace been overthrown
I been goin hard jus chasin dreams
Know you can make it's what i hear
No it ain't that far out of my reach
Don't you start fakin keep it real
Angels fightin demons while i sleep
Don't turn away jus face them fears
God been in my ear i let him speak
He keep tellin me to let him steer
I should let the wheel go just step back let the one who knows drive
I jus can't kick all this addiction no matter how hard i've tried
An i've been scarred along my heart was wounded deep by they lies
An i don't dry my eyes no more i'm outta tears left to cry
Damn i wish my heart wasn't so f*cked up i think before i lay to rest
An i just been smokin so much pain away
Feel like it's hard to catch a breath
An this lifestyle that i'm livin crazy now
Hope it don't lead me to my death
But i jus want back the heart i gave away
Cause i feel like i jus can't use what's left
How you gon say your heart is right
When God had put it on the left
These words come straight from out my soul that's how i know that i been blessed
I finally realized my potential all that bullshit just a test
My feelings lead me down a road of pain
An so i took em out my chest
I shut my heart down can't feel shit i think iss better like that
You might be losin in your battle but you better fight back
I lost my way for jus a while now i'm on the right track
But if you walked out of my life then bitch stay right where you at
My mom says people come in seasons an most get left in the past
Iv'e had my trust broken in pieces an there's no earning that back
I just wanna take a couple dollars turn em into a stack
I got some bridges with my brothers i hope they never burn that
An if i tell you that i love you you'll get the shirt off my back
An i can't wait until we make it the whole damn team get a bag
An everyone around me ready so don't think that we lack (grrraa)
An somehow everything okay when
Be high off the gas
I know that money in my pockets not gon fill in the holes
An you could give them everything they still won't care for your soul
An i know you rappers in real life so why y'all actin so bold
An i just turned 20 last year so why my heart feel so old
Damn i wish my heart wasn't so f*cked up i think before i lay to rest
An i just been smokin so much pain away
Feel like it's hard to catch a breath
An this lifestyle that i'm livin crazy now
Hope it don't lead me to my death
But i jus want back the heart i gave away
Cause i feel like i jus can't use what's left
How you gon say your heart is right
When God had put it on the left
These words come straight from out my soul that's how i know that i been blessed
I finally realized my potential all that bullshit just a test
My feelings lead me down a road of pain
An so i took em out my chest