Burned pages of diary entries
His name in pretty ink
Highlighted in cursive
Maybe the time has come
To now let go of this
But it feels like my heart's
Chopping a chunk of it
Torn a thousand times get the life support on
Felt for some time now more numb than before
I've played a fool, what do I have to loose
Cause I spent it on you
And now
I'm lost in my head
Where I chose to stay
All my friends do say
That boy doesn't love me
But I chose to stay
No turning away
I know through the pain
That boy doesn't love me
I've felt my heart drop down far lower
If this for the best if things
Why'd it have to be me
Who can I try to be
I'd give him everything
His final choice always
Anyone else but me
Torn a thousand times get the life support on
Felt for some time now more numb than before
I've played a fool, what do I have to loose
Cause I spent it on you
And now
I'm lost in my head
Where I chose to stay
All my friends do say
That boy doesn't love me
But I chose to stay
No turning away
I know through the pain
That boy doesn't love me
No no my hearts breaking
No no my heart's shaking
No no my heart's breaking
No no I can't take it
Still
I can't take further steps
Cause I, 'cause I
I'm lost in my head
Where I chose to stay
All my friends do say
That boy doesn't love me
But I chose to stay
No turning away
I know through the pain
That boy doesn't love me
I'm lost in my head
Where I chose to stay
All my friends do say
That boy doesn't love me
But I chose to stay
No turning away
I know through the pain
That boy doesn't love me