808.fernz - Hell Lyrics

As the gates close
Tears drop from my eyes
Because I finally realized that my life was a disguise
It was all a lie
As the burning sensation begins to hit
It goes up from my feet to my knees
Im out of breath
I try to breathe
But I can't catch my breath
The stench in my lungs makes me skip a step
I see bodies scattered on the floor
I try to look for an exit but I can't see the door
As I fall to my knees I recall what it once used to be before
Everything fades
But I start to freak when I hear the screams
I remember my sins and I'm here because of those things
I try to say sorry
And I knew the truth but things change from what they used to be
And I thought I knew Him
But I think that I forgot
And the thing that kills me the most is that I knew that I was lost
Living in sin like I was Lot
I knew there was forgiveness
But I nailed Him to the cross
Whipped Him in his back
Stabbed Him in his side
Yeah, that is where I'm at
I said I loved Him with my life
But I've been beating Him to death
I've been tryna stall my death
Tryna catch my breath
Tryna pay my debt
Tryna fess up
Im a suck up
I know I messed up
I don't believe, yeah
Is my luck up?
Its all just playing on a screen for me to see
The screen is a mirror and all I see is me
I'm on my knees
Watching this somebody I confused as a nobody screaming in pain
Its a different sensation across my brain when I feel blood scatter across my face
I'm looking in his eyes I cant see the demons that they said that He had
Looking at his hands they aren't clenched as they used His back as a scratch pad
Looking like a bunch of bloody hashtags
And He died for me
A fricken messed up man
I even stabbed Him in the back, man