Everyday is a battle between my heart and mind
I wanna talk it out i want the help but i jus dont got time
What do i do when i got the world on my shoulders
And now i got this lump in my throat big as a boulder
Man im spittin real
And every word is from the heart
Yeah its light outside but inside i swear this shit is dark
Life kicks me down and keeps kicking
Im tryna live happy cuz lord knows my clock is ticking
And i know you think you know just what im going through
Just listen to my words im tryna reach and get to you
Im tryna show you all whats left of a broken man
Who took lose after loss before they let him win
Struggling everyday with two sides gemini within
Its like i got a twin im sorry its not me its him
Aye dont judge me buy the way i sin
Shit everybody does it
Pop a tab roll a blunt and let the music take me from it
So sink or float
Baby let me know
Swimming in the pussy hit her with a back stroke
But lord knows you could never wife a hoe
You could never wife a hoe
But you can feed a bitch a bone on some real shit
A battle with depression praying that the scars heal quick
In love with mary jane cuz you know she be a real bitch
My heart is more than broke
Its left on the floor stomped by a thousand souls
In my own purgatory
Left alone with the ghost
Left my ego on a track and my pain in the flow
Hope you never scared to die cruising on the cross roads
Write my life on some notes
Yall just think i want the gold
Bourbon in my cup
Burns a nigga throat
But its better than sitting in this house all alone
Feeling empty like the bottle when it gets trowed
Watch it bust sit back and lit up a blunt
Ask myself was it love or was it lust
Was it love or was it lust
Sit back and just light up a blunt
So sink or float
Baby let me know
Swimming in the pussy hit her with a back stroke
But lord knows you could never wife a hoe
You could never wife a hoe
So sink or float
Baby let me know
Swimming in the pussy hit her with a back stroke
But lord knows you could never wife a hoe
You could never wife a hoe
So sink or float
Baby let me know
Swimming in the pussy hit her with a back stroke
But lord knows you could never wife a hoe
You could never wife a hoe