What used to be your kiss
Is now a haunted memory
Of how i used to hold you close
And whisper you're everything to me
And when i dream at night
I can still look in your eyes
And take a swim in that
Blue-green paradise
Why do I sip this drink
Cuz my mind spins it overthinks
I just threw up in my kitchen sink
I've been pushing it I'm on the brink
I need some sleep
Voices in my head
Say I can't get out of bed
So i force myself instead
Drink a Voss to take my meds
X'd eye emoji in my text
Cuz I'm feeling like I'm dead
Still gotta grind and get my bread
Gotta make sure the fam gets fed
Make the hundreds blue and paint the Rari red
I'm still feeling so damn blessed
I have my reasons on top of my stress
Sometimes I can't help but feel depressed
Yes there I said it
Don't need to bleep
Don't need to edit
Don't talk about us, I need you to forget it
This won't stop me I won't let it
I'm gonna win you can bet it
What used to be your kiss
Is now a haunted memory
Of how i used to hold you close
And whisper you're everything to me
And when i dream at night
I can still look in your eyes
And take a swim in that
Blue-green paradise