99kamau - NUMB Lyrics

I been goin' crazy, I been goin' insane
Nine shots to the head, Nine shots to the brain
I been feelin' like a fool, I been standin' in the rain
Got my body feelin' numb, I been dealin' with the pain
Life not feelin' right, life don't feel the same
I can't deal with this, uh, I can't take all the change
I can't deal with this, uh, I just wanna go away
I can't deal with, uh, ninety nine slowly fade
Ninety nine shots to his face, get him off of me
All they do is hate, yeah, I swear these boys toppin' me
Fo-five on me, swear to god they ain't robbin' me
Fo-five on me, swear to god they ain't poppin' me
Big Three O on my waist, make him sob for me
Big V on my backside, cause I'm coppin' heat
Big V on my backside, make her fall for me
Glock box come with a key, I ain't lockin' it
Black air force ones, ski mask and a gun
Done made a lot of people, lil' boy, you my son
I don't care what you tellin' me, you are not the one
Boy there ain't no competition, little boy you know I won
I just want it to be normal, back then it was fun
Stressin' over stupid things, stressin' over dumb stuff
I been really goin' thru it, times gettin' real tough
I been sittin' in my room, I been livin' off a puff

Why you telling me things, are you leading me on
I just hope for the best, then end up wishing I'm gone
I been staying up thinkin', till the crack of dawn
I thought we were the future, but that's not what you want
Why you telling me things, are you leading me on
I said girls are the same, she didn't prove me wrong
I thought it was gon' last, it didn't last for long
I'm tryna be the best, but its been hard to be strong

I am ninety-nine, yuh, I'ma make you feel me
Ninety-nine world forever, you gon' have to kill me
This is just an image, you don't really know the real me
Keep a gun tucked, just in case they try to steal me
I need big drugs, let me know who's dealing
Turn up the party, put a bullet in the ceiling
I got big scars on my body, not healing
Put a scar on his body if he pull up start stealing