9VN - did i even know you? Lyrics

My thoughts run right through you,
It's like I never even knew you.
Guess I didn't at all,
You watch me sit and fall.
I lost all my emotion since you've been (since you've been gone).
Girl, my headaches have been getting worse it's so wrong (it's so wrong).
Oh, my wrist aches; oh, how I wish I was strong (wish I was strong).
Thoughts run right through you,
It's like I never even knew you.
I bleed on my carpet; I wish I could stop it,
But she doesn't care-her love is exotic.
She must not want it;
I'm such a fool for you.
You look me dead in my eyes; you said I'll never be shit.
F*ck, did I ever mean anything?
I sat through all of your torture-
Did I ever mean shit?
I sat through all your abuse,
Although I loved you but,
I f*cking hated that shit.