A Beautiful Somewhere - Nick's Song Lyrics

Went out on my own, I'd grown far from home
Things come and go, but one thing always stays
These thoughts in my head, that won't go away

When will this make sense?
What's best for me?
Shackled in my mind
I just want to be free

I try and I try
But it'll never go away
These things aren't real they say

I tried once again, but I knew I would f*ck up
Cause my head can't seem, work like it should
I don't like the way, that it makes me feel sometimes

This pressure I feel
Feels so surreal
I try to breathe
But I start to suffocate

I try and I try
But it'll never go away
Living with anxiety

How many times do I have to see the same shit?
To realize this is not where I wanted to be

I feel the lowest of lows
To feel the highest of highs
Id rather feel that then live a f*cking average life

I try and I try
But it'll never go away
And I want to be free
Be free
Be free