Running through my head
And then right out again
You used to be my friend
But then you turned your back and
We used to dance on the floor with the homies
But now I could swear that you don't know me
And I coulda swore that you were
Really there (didn't I touch you)
But now I think I'm just going crazy (now I think I'm just going crazy)
Leave me be I'm wondering
Take the time
To write these down
I'm learning how
To cope with my problems
Find myself
Somehow I must
Start to live
In reality
AND I'LL STAND UP
Every day I'll still stand up
Even through all the lies and the bullshit
And even though it got real bad
I never thought it would come to this
Didn't I tell you that we are playing tomorrow
(You must be crazy)
No idea of where I'm going
Look me in the eye
And hide me from myself
I've lost again