Arise
Skin growing cold
Thoughts unforetold
Bloom, fate's decree
My end, I finally see
The movements of my body are the only thing that's real
Fingers caresses my face as a mask forged in disillusionment
Each crevice is as false as the last
And each chasm a further break into my subconscious
I feel nothing
I feel everything
My world is one weaved in worthlessness
My thoughts strung up and placed on display
For the gaping masses to devour
I am nothing
I am everything
I am the embodiment of paralyzing fear
Arise
Disfigure your eyes
To blind you from this world of terror
Your death is just a moment away
You live your life in fear of future pain
Trapped in this body
Comfort becomes mute
Unfathomable
Fear of the unknown
An unintelligible gasp
Incoherent muttering
A grisly line of spittle graces my collar
As my thoughts multiply infinitely
Anti-apotheosis
An awakening of anxiousness
An awakening of self
Death is not blissful
Nor is it wretched
It is the dissolution of memory
And disinterest in emotion and logic
Replaced by unending tunnels
Of hue and saturation
A warm violet
Silent and imposing
Yet explicit in its perceived existence
Arise
Disfigure your eyes
To blind you from this world of terror
Your death is just a moment away
You live your life in fear of future pain
Textural expansion
Colors bend
Prism-matrixes race across my vision
As the fabric of reality is shredded and desecrated
A bright light shines on my eyes
Through my eyes
Through a bent and broken psyche
Time is subjective
And I relive my life distorted and torn
The shortest of moments experienced eternally
My epoch stands alone
And I stand against it
My mind crystallizes
As the light begins to fade
And only eternity remains
Your death is just a moment away
You live your life in fear of future pain