A Few Left - My Vision Lyrics

This is how I feel
Amidst the grave I have found myself
Or has this truth become a lie
Nevertheless I will surely die

Die with my hopes and aspirations
Bury them with me
So I feel safe in Hell

This is why I write this

You are my vision
The only mark left on me
Dreaming of the day when I find myself happy
Dreaming of that day for so long

I am an introvert
No one understands
I try and try to reach
But I come so short
It's like I'm a disappointment to everyone
With these thoughts I am empowered

But my vision for this world
Has not died yet

I want to live in comfort
Or the demons will take my life

You are my vision
The only mark left on me
Dreaming of the day when I find myself happy
Dreaming of that day for so long

Finally I get my turn
To prove a point to you
And show you what it's like
On the inside of my life
Wandering and searching for hope inside
But I fail everyday to find love
I can't become what I'm not