Waking up to find a cracked asylum wall
Deep beneath oceans of Methadone
As pain and pleasure envelope the walls of my lungs
I can feel the air thats ever still
A breeze enters, the slightest movement
An airflow, when the gusts blow
This oxygen belongs to someone else's lungs
Pity, I could finally breathe
I just see these shallow halls
The cement cracks, the pipings fall
I lament my situation to myself
I f*cking hate this f*cking self pity thing
This rock that I sleep on
A bed of steel wool and Ibuprofen
And I start to see through the cracks in the ceiling
I think its gonna cave
The cracks reveal a deep sea
One of cryptids and shadows, its saline
It drips from the top of the room to the top of my skull
It burns so bad without some oxygen