To find upon myself,
A speck of dirt, ya see
Reflects what's inside me
Can't be having that
Deny this shell I've grown
All the hell I've known
I'm a better man now
Look at me, man
See this smile I wear?
This infection, this oral tear?
Like it's carved into my face
Pleasure at a price
Isn't it so nice
Stab it into me
I just love that flower smell
I just love that pseudohell
I now understand
Or do I really
Oh f*ck
It's
It's all
It's all coming back
Maybe I deserve
Its whatever